Saturday, January 23, 2010

Long night..

Last night I barely slept. I tossed and turned the entire night. I had dreams that my mom came back and she was alive again somehow. I know that isn't possible, but I have had a lot of dreams about it in the past 2 years. In my dreams she comes back and I am so happy, then I wake up thinking it's real and realize it was just a dream. It's like losing her all over again. It's been a while since I have had dreams like that. I think it's because in February it will be 2 years, so it's been on my mind constantly. I miss her so much..

Today my husband and I are taking our daughter on a "date". She is very excited. We are thinking about taking her to see "The Princess and the Frog". We haven't decided if we will go see it today or tomorrow, but either way we are taking her to do something fun today!

I have to let the dog inside and get ready for the day!

<3 me

Friday, January 22, 2010

Showers are amazing..

The best part of my day is when I take my shower. It is the only time that is completely my own. I love to just be able to clear my head of all my stress from the day. It feels so good to be able to relax!

I have to pick up a couple things before my husband gets home.

<3 me

It's been ages..

It's been a while since I have done the whole blogging thing. For years I used livejournal, but I just seemed to get away from it and eventually forgot about it all together. I miss writing down my thoughts on a regular basis. It's a good form of therapy. haha :)

Today is one of those lazy days. I woke up to a cranky child way to early. Fridays mornings are always harder to wake up. Getting up early all week and going non stop all day.. it all hits me on fridays and I just want/need that extra 20 minutes or so of sleep. I rarely get it.

My daughter is watching the show "Imagination Movers". I used to think it was the worst show and the guys were a little "weird", but now I guess it isn't so bad. It's better than some of the shows they have out there. It teaches kids to use their imaginations and how to solve problems, so it can't be that bad!

I have to get the house clean so I can relax and enjoy my weekend!

<3 me